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Thursday, October 16, 2008, 4:48 AM

die died dead

There is no more war to fight because the people at the war have all died

The minute I came home, I crashed into my bed and refused to move. Eventually, I left asleep due to my good friend Bs. When having the hardest time falling asleep combined with constant nightmares, i'll say your doomed. Falling asleep wasn't the hardest, however it was once again filled with rotten agony. I hope my yellow fingers will just go back to normal in a snap of my other non-yellow fingers. I wished I could also snap my fingers for the things that happened too. It will never go away neither will it be written off history.

I'm leaving in 2 months time so till then i've got to get by everyday till December. But, when i do return back to Singapore after that maybe i'll head off to somewhere too. Maybe take up an overseas course or just bum up life away outside of Singapore. Oh boy, I wished that was even possible. But I heard something my classmates were mingling around today and it definitely caught my attention. Maybe I'll head off to Perth. Start schooling there, living there for awhile perhaps. Why not rights? After all, Murdoch university is based there. Plus the different experience might do me good.

My body's all soft and decaying away to the superpower acids roaming around in my system. To get my mind to stop thinking for just awhile is so extremely hard to achieve. When I do achieve it, it just adds onto the emptiness. There is nothing left for us, there wasn't me in your head in any form when that incident happened. I never asked you to picture my face, nor my voice. But I didn't even come in any form to your mind, nor did you want to even think about me that night. The truth was throw on the floor, I applaud you for your ability to throw everything down. But still, you had choices. I wasnt' any of your choices. Having 1 person breaking somebody's heart is so painful already. But having 2 people to do it, it's beyond painful. Don't tell me you know, because you are not me. I gave everything I possibly could even gave till I had nothing else to give. Of course you did too, but you stopped along the way. I gave you my whole heart, my whole being, my everything but I guess its time for me to take myself back.

Enough of sad stories, I'll stop talking.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Step in, Step out. Look into my crystal ball.
mademoiselle Zara, 140990 hotmail/facebook/tumblr Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity. — Excuse me while I kiss the sky Poetry Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, October 16, 2008, 4:48 AM die died dead There is no more war to fight because the people at the war have all died The minute I came home, I crashed into my bed and refused to move. Eventually, I left asleep due to my good friend Bs. When having the hardest time falling asleep combined with constant nightmares, i'll say your doomed. Falling asleep wasn't the hardest, however it was once again filled with rotten agony. I hope my yellow fingers will just go back to normal in a snap of my other non-yellow fingers. I wished I could also snap my fingers for the things that happened too. It will never go away neither will it be written off history. I'm leaving in 2 months time so till then i've got to get by everyday till December. But, when i do return back to Singapore after that maybe i'll head off to somewhere too. Maybe take up an overseas course or just bum up life away outside of Singapore. Oh boy, I wished that was even possible. But I heard something my classmates were mingling around today and it definitely caught my attention. Maybe I'll head off to Perth. Start schooling there, living there for awhile perhaps. Why not rights? After all, Murdoch university is based there. Plus the different experience might do me good. My body's all soft and decaying away to the superpower acids roaming around in my system. To get my mind to stop thinking for just awhile is so extremely hard to achieve. When I do achieve it, it just adds onto the emptiness. There is nothing left for us, there wasn't me in your head in any form when that incident happened. I never asked you to picture my face, nor my voice. But I didn't even come in any form to your mind, nor did you want to even think about me that night. The truth was throw on the floor, I applaud you for your ability to throw everything down. But still, you had choices. I wasnt' any of your choices. Having 1 person breaking somebody's heart is so painful already. But having 2 people to do it, it's beyond painful. Don't tell me you know, because you are not me. I gave everything I possibly could even gave till I had nothing else to give. Of course you did too, but you stopped along the way. I gave you my whole heart, my whole being, my everything but I guess its time for me to take myself back. Enough of sad stories, I'll stop talking.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay