Look into my eyes, and tell me what you find

Step in, Step out.

Look into my crystal ball.

mademoiselle
Zara, 140990
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Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity.
— Excuse me while I kiss the sky

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Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room.

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008, 12:28 AM

Do you want to know a secret

It was my song to you and then.. Anyways, due to the universe not being with kind, I couldn't put up pictures I wanted to yesterday. No fear, it will be postponed but for sure it was still happen. The show must go on. Just like how people say life must go on? That 100% annoying phrase you wish you told people that you already know? Yes, i'm afraid so.

Space, time, air, wind, blank, gap. Objects or feelings or such as this word " blank ", gives me the impression of nothingness. Is that truly it? Or does our subconscious mind make us believe that is what we're supposed to feel or react? Haha, anyways enough of all this twist shit. I'll keep it for a rainy day. Sat at starbucks with a classmate, coffee with a shot of expresso and off we go. Haven't gotten a chance to sit down and have a random conversation with someone. Talked about issues that made the heart even more fragile. Made tears swell up in my eyes and even a song that I long to hear. But can never because it will bury up old painful memories of a beloved one.

Unchained melody. A song about a lady who once lived in yishun. Someone who was the world to me. Going to yishun has never been the same ever since she was gone. Memories came to haunt me whenever I was alone in that area. That place bears too much pain for me up to this very day. Imagine dipping your feet into ice water, and the adrenaline rushes up to your head that it hurts.

Everything is coming to an end.
Everyting are fading naturally on its own to re-become a memory.
Without desire for it to die, it itself pushes you back and lets go off your hands.
It chooses to become a memory without your consent.
Reality is that person is dead, the world laughs at you coldly and says,
" Too bad, you've got to live with that. "
You close your eyes and picture for the last time that person is there.
And zap, they're gone.
Without a smile nor a touch,
not even a goodbye.

maureen, i've missed you so much.
words can't describe how i feel.
Years may have passed, but i've let you down.
You told me that I had to learn in life to be able
to accept whatever came my way,
and learn to be able to say goodbye to things,
animals, people, and so on.
You knew my weak links so well.
You knew
I just wish for one day to see you again.
And we'll dance to unchained melody once again.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Step in, Step out. Look into my crystal ball.
mademoiselle Zara, 140990 hotmail/facebook/tumblr Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity. — Excuse me while I kiss the sky Poetry Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Tuesday, November 4, 2008, 12:28 AM Do you want to know a secret It was my song to you and then.. Anyways, due to the universe not being with kind, I couldn't put up pictures I wanted to yesterday. No fear, it will be postponed but for sure it was still happen. The show must go on. Just like how people say life must go on? That 100% annoying phrase you wish you told people that you already know? Yes, i'm afraid so. Space, time, air, wind, blank, gap. Objects or feelings or such as this word " blank ", gives me the impression of nothingness. Is that truly it? Or does our subconscious mind make us believe that is what we're supposed to feel or react? Haha, anyways enough of all this twist shit. I'll keep it for a rainy day. Sat at starbucks with a classmate, coffee with a shot of expresso and off we go. Haven't gotten a chance to sit down and have a random conversation with someone. Talked about issues that made the heart even more fragile. Made tears swell up in my eyes and even a song that I long to hear. But can never because it will bury up old painful memories of a beloved one. Unchained melody. A song about a lady who once lived in yishun. Someone who was the world to me. Going to yishun has never been the same ever since she was gone. Memories came to haunt me whenever I was alone in that area. That place bears too much pain for me up to this very day. Imagine dipping your feet into ice water, and the adrenaline rushes up to your head that it hurts. Everything is coming to an end. Everyting are fading naturally on its own to re-become a memory. Without desire for it to die, it itself pushes you back and lets go off your hands. It chooses to become a memory without your consent. Reality is that person is dead, the world laughs at you coldly and says, " Too bad, you've got to live with that. " You close your eyes and picture for the last time that person is there. And zap, they're gone. Without a smile nor a touch, not even a goodbye. maureen, i've missed you so much. words can't describe how i feel. Years may have passed, but i've let you down. You told me that I had to learn in life to be able to accept whatever came my way, and learn to be able to say goodbye to things, animals, people, and so on. You knew my weak links so well. You knew I just wish for one day to see you again. And we'll dance to unchained melody once again.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay