Look into my eyes, and tell me what you find

Step in, Step out.

Look into my crystal ball.

mademoiselle
Zara, 140990
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Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity.
— Excuse me while I kiss the sky

Poetry
Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room.

Exits
Allure
Bloom
Crane
Denotation
Enigmatism
Flair
Grace
Hope
Initiation

Archives
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Credits
©Glamouresque.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 5:29 PM

a,b or c?

zouk,house party or clarke quay?
This is really starting to annoy me.

, 4:29 AM

"Isabella Swan?" He looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes, his golden eyes soft but, somehow, still scorching. " I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"

, 2:20 AM

So the year is ending in less than 24 hours,

Cheers, have a jolly 2009.

Monday, December 29, 2008, 12:17 AM

Hey Singapore guess what,

I'm back.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 6:25 AM

Bonjour Paris,
I never knew you could ever be so beautiful.
I wished I could just stay here forever.
The weather is brutally cold and unforgiving.
The french boys here are the most gorgeous creatures I have ever seen.
They are cheeky 100% cheeky, however I guess that is their style.
I don't really miss Singapore that much but I sure do miss my girls back home.
I promised myself I would come back to Paris again in the future.
Seeing lovers on the streets are quite common here.
(Makes you just want to kiss your stranger on your right or left.)
Everything's here super expensive, trust me.
Bought nothing so far ):
Been doing alot of thinking while walking on the streets of Paris.
The world's moving forward, where the hell am i heading to?
After breathing in the fresh icy air, and then realize I'm not even moving anywhere.
Anyhows, it's time to go to bed!

goodnight Paris.

Saturday, December 13, 2008, 4:43 PM

take a breathe, take one step.

, 11:54 AM

Am I ready or am I not?

I saw the line awhile ago, but it diminished away to the confusion that's fuzzing around these few days. I guess I won't need to think deep and see that after all, I'm going away so that pretty much says and does it all for me. I'll come back, and I'll come back fresh. Stay positive.

Friday, December 12, 2008, 1:29 AM

I had dreams

Scenes replay on their own, and coincidentally they always are the same in different forms. She's in her jeans, leather boots up to her knees and her intuition upside down. Something in the air feels different, she can't stop but wonder what's around. She joins in the table of laughter but her thoughts are not there. She tries to forget it, but it comes back for her. After failure at attempting to find out what it is, she grabs her passport and her coat without a doubt. She's at her departure gate and kisses the rest goodbye. She takes a deep breathe and walks to the gate. Out of no where, someone shout her name. Like a chime in the awkwardness, she turns around to see him standing there. The scene of the intervention shrinks into the size of a ray of light and blacks out. Her alarm clock rings, and I wake up.

, 1:11 AM

Footprints on my heart - Paula Deanda

Silence just fills the air.
I'll close my eyes,
take a deep breathe and fight this war tonight.
Tomorrow's a new day.

Thursday, December 11, 2008, 2:27 PM

The fire in your eyes are

independent.

, 7:30 AM

I'm so f-ing ready to leave this country.
About 72 hours more.
I used to grumble about leaving and all that,
but honestly after all that I've seen and heard,
which has been more than enough,
fyoo, print me that ticket and let's go man!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 7:54 PM

No can do

Today's shoot was another awesome one. Hopefully the pictures turn out great and Jem's hope we gave your judges a great impression!

SFX: ( Mom shouts after she pricks her finger)
Mom: &#*$^@#&%
Me: Hey, hold on let me get you a plaster or something.
Mom: Forget it, your too slow sucked on it already.
Me: Ah, how was it sucking your own blood?
Mom: bitter...

Lols, if you didn't catch it then read it again. I swear, she didn't get what I was trying to say.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 11:38 AM

What dangerous? What nonsenses are you talking about?

Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
Paris Milan Lugano.
I won't be here for Christmas.

Monday, December 8, 2008, 3:15 PM

You have no idea how sick I am right now. Seriously, thought last night's sore throat was just going to get worse this morning. NO, it's super swollen and I can barely talk properly. This sucks big time. My mind's all fuzzy too, how to get out of the house. Somebody tuck me in with a hot coco, and play with my hair. Damn you flubug.

, 1:21 AM

Bang Bang, he shot me down

The shoot this morning was pretty fun. I had an awesome time doing it, and hope everything turns out well. Had lunch, observe the other shoots after mine and pretty much that was it. Falling sick right now is probably the worse timing to, and I got to do something about it soon. Felt a spur of the moment aura around me today, it felt odd.
Unaccustomed
Unfamiliar
Out of touch
Random
and the best word I use to describe "it" is,
different.

They hoped for no rain, and there was no rain.

Saturday, December 6, 2008, 4:29 PM

Heart shaped glasses

I found this really amusing.
No more Evan rachel woods?
aww.

For all you fashion bugs.

Loved how Evan looked in this photoshoot though.
Gorgeous hair.

okay, need to leave the house.

, 3:24 PM

Woah-Oh, Woah-Oh

I'm so addicted to this song.
Love the concept of the vieo.
watch it.

Drinking my last corona with Cass last night was extremely heart-wretching. Just chilling to the sounds of soft rock at chijmes. The beer, the breeze and the remains of this year together. What our plans for next year are, what we were gonna do this christmas (though I planned not to celebrate mine this year), what we've gone through this year, what better things we want next year.
2009 eh.

Trip down to zouk was pretty interesting. Haha, alright it was extremely interesting. You don't know, but I do. It's a saturday, and i'll say it's time to get out of the house!

Friday, December 5, 2008, 4:17 PM

Leave the weight of the world on the ground

Happy friday.
4:26 what in the world shall i do now.

Let's pick somebody randomly and go out.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 2:21 AM

I will stand longer than the rain

Exams are a killer and the doubt of not absorbing is not helping. I can't wait for exams to come to an end. Perseverance! Took a look at the calendar and realized that I've got 11 more days left before I'm out of singapore. Didn't expect to have that few days left though, time does pass really fast when you don't take notice.

Tranquillize me,
Let's get trance-ed.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008, 12:59 AM

You said it, we'll have it your way then.

But baby, where they knock you down and out

Is where you oughta stay

Step in, Step out. Look into my crystal ball.
mademoiselle Zara, 140990 hotmail/facebook/tumblr Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity. — Excuse me while I kiss the sky Poetry Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Wednesday, December 31, 2008, 5:29 PM a,b or c? zouk,house party or clarke quay? This is really starting to annoy me. , 4:29 AM "Isabella Swan?" He looked up at me through his impossibly long lashes, his golden eyes soft but, somehow, still scorching. " I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?" , 2:20 AM So the year is ending in less than 24 hours, Cheers, have a jolly 2009. Monday, December 29, 2008, 12:17 AM Hey Singapore guess what, I'm back. Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 6:25 AM Bonjour Paris, I never knew you could ever be so beautiful. I wished I could just stay here forever. The weather is brutally cold and unforgiving. The french boys here are the most gorgeous creatures I have ever seen. They are cheeky 100% cheeky, however I guess that is their style. I don't really miss Singapore that much but I sure do miss my girls back home. I promised myself I would come back to Paris again in the future. Seeing lovers on the streets are quite common here. (Makes you just want to kiss your stranger on your right or left.) Everything's here super expensive, trust me. Bought nothing so far ): Been doing alot of thinking while walking on the streets of Paris. The world's moving forward, where the hell am i heading to? After breathing in the fresh icy air, and then realize I'm not even moving anywhere. Anyhows, it's time to go to bed! goodnight Paris. Saturday, December 13, 2008, 4:43 PM take a breathe, take one step. , 11:54 AM Am I ready or am I not? I saw the line awhile ago, but it diminished away to the confusion that's fuzzing around these few days. I guess I won't need to think deep and see that after all, I'm going away so that pretty much says and does it all for me. I'll come back, and I'll come back fresh. Stay positive. Friday, December 12, 2008, 1:29 AM I had dreams Scenes replay on their own, and coincidentally they always are the same in different forms. She's in her jeans, leather boots up to her knees and her intuition upside down. Something in the air feels different, she can't stop but wonder what's around. She joins in the table of laughter but her thoughts are not there. She tries to forget it, but it comes back for her. After failure at attempting to find out what it is, she grabs her passport and her coat without a doubt. She's at her departure gate and kisses the rest goodbye. She takes a deep breathe and walks to the gate. Out of no where, someone shout her name. Like a chime in the awkwardness, she turns around to see him standing there. The scene of the intervention shrinks into the size of a ray of light and blacks out. Her alarm clock rings, and I wake up. , 1:11 AM Footprints on my heart - Paula Deanda Silence just fills the air. I'll close my eyes, take a deep breathe and fight this war tonight. Tomorrow's a new day. Thursday, December 11, 2008, 2:27 PM The fire in your eyes are independent. , 7:30 AM I'm so f-ing ready to leave this country. About 72 hours more. I used to grumble about leaving and all that, but honestly after all that I've seen and heard, which has been more than enough, fyoo, print me that ticket and let's go man! Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 7:54 PM No can do Today's shoot was another awesome one. Hopefully the pictures turn out great and Jem's hope we gave your judges a great impression! SFX: ( Mom shouts after she pricks her finger) Mom: &#$^@#&% Me: Hey, hold on let me get you a plaster or something. Mom: Forget it, your too slow sucked on it already. Me: Ah, how was it sucking* your own blood? Mom: bitter... Lols, if you didn't catch it then read it again. I swear, she didn't get what I was trying to say. Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 11:38 AM What dangerous? What nonsenses are you talking about? Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. Paris Milan Lugano. I won't be here for Christmas. Monday, December 8, 2008, 3:15 PM You have no idea how sick I am right now. Seriously, thought last night's sore throat was just going to get worse this morning. NO, it's super swollen and I can barely talk properly. This sucks big time. My mind's all fuzzy too, how to get out of the house. Somebody tuck me in with a hot coco, and play with my hair. Damn you flubug. , 1:21 AM Bang Bang, he shot me down The shoot this morning was pretty fun. I had an awesome time doing it, and hope everything turns out well. Had lunch, observe the other shoots after mine and pretty much that was it. Falling sick right now is probably the worse timing to, and I got to do something about it soon. Felt a spur of the moment aura around me today, it felt odd. Unaccustomed Unfamiliar Out of touch Random and the best word I use to describe "it" is, different. They hoped for no rain, and there was no rain. Saturday, December 6, 2008, 4:29 PM Heart shaped glasses I found this really amusing. No more Evan rachel woods? aww. For all you fashion bugs. Loved how Evan looked in this photoshoot though. Gorgeous hair. okay, need to leave the house. , 3:24 PM Woah-Oh, Woah-Oh I'm so addicted to this song. Love the concept of the vieo. watch it. Drinking my last corona with Cass last night was extremely heart-wretching. Just chilling to the sounds of soft rock at chijmes. The beer, the breeze and the remains of this year together. What our plans for next year are, what we were gonna do this christmas (though I planned not to celebrate mine this year), what we've gone through this year, what better things we want next year. 2009 eh. Trip down to zouk was pretty interesting. Haha, alright it was extremely interesting. You don't know, but I do. It's a saturday, and i'll say it's time to get out of the house! Friday, December 5, 2008, 4:17 PM Leave the weight of the world on the ground Happy friday. 4:26 what in the world shall i do now. Let's pick somebody randomly and go out. Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 2:21 AM I will stand longer than the rain Exams are a killer and the doubt of not absorbing is not helping. I can't wait for exams to come to an end. Perseverance! Took a look at the calendar and realized that I've got 11 more days left before I'm out of singapore. Didn't expect to have that few days left though, time does pass really fast when you don't take notice. Tranquillize me, Let's get trance-ed. Tuesday, December 2, 2008, 12:59 AM You said it, we'll have it your way then.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay