Step in, Step out. Look into my crystal ball.
mademoiselle Zara, 140990 hotmail/facebook/tumblr Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity. — Excuse me while I kiss the sky Poetry Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room. Exits Allure Bloom Crane Denotation Enigmatism Flair Grace Hope Initiation Archives October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 February 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, January 31, 2009, 2:37 PM If I could say all the bad words out right now, I would. ddfnvyuehxccifrnerncvobmgnsjavgdeghsyxndfntkcfturmvg dkir. Being bored is bad enough, but you really pissed me off. , 2:29 PM I need Vitamins vitamins vitamins I am extremely bored. I'm so bored that being bored is boring. Irregular mood patterns, indecisive compulsive changes. One minute I want to dance, the next minute I just wanna sit in a corner. It's terrible. I'm sorry, it's just me. Friday, January 30, 2009, 3:49 AM I want you I want you so bad I want you I want you so bad, It's driving me mad It's driving me mad Thursday, January 29, 2009, 3:52 PM she said: " If ever I were to go to Australia, would you meet me? " he replied : " Dear, i would stop the world just to see you, and give you a big fat kiss." Australia, Australia when will I ever be seeing you? Wednesday, January 28, 2009, 5:09 PM Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth Let's climb trees together and forget the world. , 3:39 PM Wednesday I couldn't wake up early today. It's superb frustrating when I keep wasting my days like this. I've got new plans and new ideas to shift things around. , 4:55 AM Bang bang shoot shoot Mother Superior jumped the gun. Thanks boys for "gracious" donation for my cab ride back from yio chu kang. :) Oh blackjack, you were utterly unkind to me today. You swallowed me in and spit me out cold, broke and all alone. You hurt my feelings. Celebration was really a twist this year, taking into consideration half my family is indian. (that means less angbaos) But that's not all that matters, what matters most is family. However, due to unsaid history diversity there are a lot of differences. Nevertheless my non-local friends from overseas, to one house to another, to a nine-course dinner,dancing,midnight snacking to-the-max, to gambling and laughing. There were up and downs, but in all it was great. Tuesday, January 27, 2009, 4:09 AM Let's play bedroom hide and seek blackjack, where are you? Sunday, January 25, 2009, 12:30 PM Burn, burn, burn, baby burn. You think you'd know all this while, but you really got no clue. I must warn you to be mindful, for it might come around and bite you. Think you've seen all the fun, but you just don't stand a chance Just wait my dear, you better be scared, next time you see me coming around, and this time, trust me, I won't care. , 5:33 AM deadly serious. "What do drunk people do? They piss and they miss." Friday, January 23, 2009, 4:58 AM Say nothing else but, I've always wanted to do this, but I always said " nah,another day." Let me tell you one story when I was in Paris, (btw, I'm an ipod-addict) You know they all say that, music is the best company. Yes, no doubt it is and it was however, due to the previous events at the end of 2008, all my ipod was filled with was just simple depressing noise. The sadistic, the miserable & hopeless. Can you imagine walking the streets of Paris and listening to those songs. I could only crack up at how miserable my baby had become. so yes, 2009 what do you do? Press : DELETE Thursday, January 22, 2009, 3:44 PM Dance to my beat Heart left frozen, cold and out of touch. Locked away in the brutal winter without a sound. Hibernate and reserved it stayed beyond sight, Refilled its red ink slowly with laughter, passion and dance. It isn't whole neither is it perfect. It just wants to be loved and love in return. So yes, new year & new beginning. maybe a new love, who knows? xo. Monday, January 19, 2009, 4:11 AM The affair of the tea and miss ponytail Another monday has arrived, oh no. Got to get a job, I really need the $$$$$$$$$$. Probably after CNY though. I was really excited about CNY, but having half your family that do not celebrate it really sucks. Whatever it is, I'll just try my best to have a jolly good time. xo. Saturday, January 17, 2009, 4:25 AM Mary J Blige - No More Drama Ooh, It feels so good When you let go of all the drama in your life Now you're free from all the pain Free from all the games Free from all the pain Free from all the stress So find your happiness I don't know Only God knows where the story ends for me But I know where the story begins It's up to us to choose Whether we win or loose And I choose to win Friday, January 16, 2009, 4:50 PM Sam:I'm not the killer, I swear. I'm a shapeshifter. Sook:Shut the fuck up... Thursday, January 15, 2009, 4:47 PM NIMES, France (AFP) – All French youths under 25 are to get free entry to public museums and monuments, from the Louvre to the Chateau de Versailles, under measures unveiled by President Nicolas Sarkozy on Tuesday. my god, what a timing. I was there in december and now only they have to promote this. !?!?!>!>!!?!>!>!!>!?!!?!!!?? Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 3:21 PM Mom: Why are you always wearing black nowadays? Mom: Did somebody die? Me: Yeah, me. , 12:47 AM Friends don't drink friends. You would think "jeez, vampires again? " If you do think so, stop. I've always loved and will forever love vampires. Blame me for watching a vampire movie when I was a kid and loved the notion of it ever since. They were never really fancied by people till right now, when the highly publicised movie twilight came out. ( don't get me wrong, it rocked. Just, wished it wasn't so overinflated over the initial release of the story that came initially from the book.) HBO brings you, trueblood. Alan Ball, creator of Six Feet Under, returns to HBO with a new series based on the novel series Southern Vampire by Charlaine Harris. The series follows Sookie Stackhouse, a telepathic barmaid who finds comfort in the company of vampires since they have no brainwave activity for her to read. She and her brother Jason were raised by her grandmother after losing their parents in a flood and she tries to keep her telepathic ability a secret. Thanks largely in part to the creation of a Japanese-made synthetic blood called Tru Blood (where the series takes it name) vampires have made their existence known to the world. Sookie works at the bar 'Merlotte's' which is owned and operated by her boss Sam Merlotte who has a secret of his own. I think I'm the next trueblood fan. If blood was tasty, I'll be an addict. Monday, January 12, 2009, 4:20 AM Open,close,stop or go? Gone. Just great, mystery jets came and left. , 3:54 AM I'm getting tired of being tired when I'm not tired short attention span : hyperactive, restless, impulsive and in a hurry. Current situation : restless & impulsive. Something to laugh about, honestly. I can be on the couch bumming out 5 minutes ago with a sulky face due to my boredom. The next 5 minutes I'm running the around the house, writing down notes, thinking about all the things that could have came slowly but chose to squeeze together at-a-go. It's already Monday, woo-hooo right, no. What shall I do now? Let's see... Saturday, January 10, 2009, 8:11 PM I wanna travel and see the world. Moscow, Brazil, Mexico, Turkey, Portugal, Cuba, Argentina and more. I want to see the world beyond its reach and into the unknown. , 7:14 PM yes, this was crazy. , 5:34 PM Hysteria One night and one night only, and yes it was a crazy one. The crowd could kill you, the drinks everywhere but the music was just awesome. All the money we spent on the ticket, we were busy roaming around instead of just being in the main arena. You would say, what a waste! I'll say, boy it sure was one hell of a night. Hike trip to seven/eleven, phone charger incident, spilled beer, somebody unhooking my bra ( if you saw what happened, you'll probably would have laughed) , members, getting lost in the jungle of sweaty people. Oh saturday, what will you be like today? Friday, January 9, 2009, 4:19 PM When simplicity is just all you need I can't deny it, I love it when a boy plays a guitar. , 3:42 PM when your vision is blurred from disappointment you snap out of it, and get up. I've been doing absolutely nothing else this week but watching movies every single day. Seven pounds, bedtime stories, transporter, rachel getting married and the list goes on. What a bummer I've become. Then again, I've been enjoying my bumming so I guess it's alright. Though I have official stopped wearing my contact lens that I used in Europe. Before you freak out and think i'm some dirt bag, hahas I'm not. Sadly it has officially expired. No more daydreaming now. , 3:22 AM Just imagine. more to come. Winter hits you the hardest, when you're not prepared. It's cold, it's merciless, brutal, gloomy and dead. but here's the twist, it's silent and when you least expect it, it's comforting. goodnights. Tuesday, January 6, 2009, 1:51 AM " have you ever thought about dying? " Seven pounds was literally that heavy. Though meticulously slow to begin with, it starts growing on you after awhile. It not only leaves you speechless and reserved at the end. But also makes you wonder about about 10 million other things you didn't start your day thinking about. You wonder, whether you are living out life or whether your life's leaving you out. Trust me, you'll be pondering alright. You'll wonder about death and it's different ways of ending life. Then you'll ask yourself, whether death is some relief or agony? What is the differences and how will it affect you,your thinking, your emotions and the list goes on. Well as for me, I want to die young. Always have and always will, I don't see why it's a bad thing. Monday, January 5, 2009, 3:56 PM there's a hole in your logic "Knowledge. Someone who knows you can't see anything until the decision is made. Someone who is hiding from us. Playing with the holes in your vision." , 3:03 AM When you say changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changehello 2009, lets try something newchangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange changechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechangechange. Sunday, January 4, 2009, 12:44 AM Ink back the redness in my heart Close my eyes, breathe in the oxygen for me Put on a pair of dancing shoes, do the ballroom waltz for me Wear that suit, dress up for me Stare into space and draw out a sigh, now you can leave that one for me. Friday, January 2, 2009, 3:20 PM I just heard Mystery Jets are coming here! This is good news. This is good news. , 2:33 AM You're Gonna Go Far, Kid Funny how we didn't realize it was already the countdown. "2..1..happy new year!" We were like " huh, what?! it's the new year already?! " Pretty hilarious. Glad the "party" wasn't an actual one. Neither was I in the mood to party nor be struggling for air in any form of crowd of sweaty people. Just wanted to kick back with some drinks and hey! what do ya know? Rolls of laughter came along after that. So with the drinks, games, laughter, truth&dares, drive-thru and breakfast, I enjoyed my non-party gathering. Funny how last year's countdown and this year was spent coincidentally with some of the same people. Everybody likes to talk about their new year's resolutions and how they are going to stick to it this time around. Who knows whether I could possibly stick to mine? I know for sure that I want to, and I won't fall for an temptations to not stick to it. So with that, have a happy 2009.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay