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 mademoiselle
Zara, 140990hotmail/facebook/tumblr Dysfunctional in my stupor, but if you look beneath the surface, you'd find whimsical serendipity. — Excuse me while I kiss the sky
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Men see things in a box, and women see them in a round room.
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 5:35 PM
Don't fight the feeling Stumbled upon this while I was watching Ellen today. I wished I had one of my own. Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 3:47 PM
You hit rock bottom and resurrect Marie Claire Spain, Mischa barton. Famous for being the It-girl, who had the look every girl wanted, style, poise, charms and starred in popular tv-series " The Oc ". However, after being cut off from the series, Mischa fell off her horse and hit rock bottom. She didn't get good movie roles, fell into depression, got into trouble with the law and even put twice her weight. Look at her now, she's back in the game. Look better than ever, and slowly climbing back onto her horse and carrying on. If she could hit rock bottom and climb back onto her horse and start again... So can you. You fall, you learn, you move on. , 4:34 AM
" The media create this wonderful illusion-but the amount of airbrushing that goes into those beauty magazines, the hours of hair and makeup! It's impossible to live up to, because it's not real. " Monday, February 23, 2009, 11:22 AM
" Let's get nuts, Let's spend some money Take your shirt off honey Let's freak out, life's just a party You'll be sorry Charlie " 5 minutes of honesty, my unrested thoughts are haunted. My soul's shaken, and my heart's motionless. My tears are dry, my eyebags are heavy. Enough of this bullshit. Sunday, February 22, 2009, 2:47 AM
It ain't me babe. Go away from my window Leave at your own chosen speed I'm not the one you want, babe I'm not the one you need You say you're lookin' for someone Who's never weak but always strong To protect you and defend you Whether you are right or wrong Someone to open each and every door But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe Go lightly from the ledge, babe Go lightly on the ground I'm not the one you want, babe I'll only let you down You say you're lookin' for someone Who'll promise never to part Someone to close his eyes to you Someone to close his heart Someone to die for you and more But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe You say you're lookin' for someone To pick you up each time you fall To gather flowers constantly And to come each time you call And will love you for your life And nothin' more But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe Saturday, February 21, 2009, 2:44 AM
" Don't undertake a project unless it is manifestly important and nearly impossible. " - Edwind land  Don't we all guiltily peek at the grass on the other side. Friday, February 20, 2009, 11:16 PM
Suck it in, and I'll tie you up with knots  So tell me, what did you do on this oh-so-exciting friday. If you caught the sarcasm, yes, this friday is a) nothing special b) so-not-interesting and c) utterly dead. Just when i thought low cash, moody moo swings, and having one of those ugly feeling days, made me feel all the right reasons not to go out, I definitely got that wrong. Let's see the scenarios I had: 1. Question " Would you like to go for supper or do something later tonight? We'll probably grab some dinner and discuss the budget for the trip too and take a drive after that.. If you wanna come, we could come fetch you... " My thought were, hmmm, supper would just explode my bulging tummy which is currently present... since I wouldn't be on board that trip, there isn't really a reason for me to go. They'll be busy calculating and discuss details of which would be unnecessary for me. So to no.1, I said, " nah, you guys have fun without me." 2. Phone call " You sure you just want to stay at home??? It's just the 3 of us, you could still come down and join us here at supper you know... " This time round I knew entry charges are sky-rockets so I immediately turned this one down. After all, 3o bucks and just 2 drinks wouldn't get me anywhere. Predictions of me going to get more drinks would probably leave me in a further deficit which is a big no-no. So to no.2, I said " sorry, i really want to, but just can't seem to afford it." 3. Phone call " Hey, my buddies and I are going out tonight and you should really join us for drinks. It's a friday night man, c'mon come meet us! You know where we'll be... " I started to get really tempted. What was going on with this night?? Jeez, one hell of a night that would not let me stay put at home. I was weighting all my options and most of my lights were all green for this, until... The thought of cab fare. Going there, and going back would just burn a hole in my pocket considering the fact I would be heading to clarke quay alone there and back. So to no.3, I said " hey, you have a great time. won't be dropping by tonight due to lack of cash. happy hooking up with hot chicks though. " 4. Question " I know this is pretty late to invite people to go partying on the weekends, but if you are interested I'll be at zouk and if you aren't doing anything tonight you could come..." After the one too many thoughts, I immediately said my thank yous and vaguely just like my tape-recorded reply of being broke and that i was staying home. This is round after quickly turning down my no.4, to my surprise this was my reply... " I could pay for you entry." I shot a glance at the clock, and saw the hand at 12 and the other at 30. Damnit, it's already passed midnight. Good going zara, good going. It's seems to me I rotate the opposite direction with the world. They go this way, and I'll be going the other way around. Even my parents who love to ask constantly " what time will you be coming back, it's very late you know bla bla bla..." starting asking " why didn't you just go for all your plans?? Just spent an hour at each and see in the end which is the best to return." Yes, if only i had all the money in the world then I could try and consider that option. So, it's 1:00am and I'm stuck. At home, and alone. Lesson 101 - If plans keep popping non-stop, it's a sign for you to go out. xxox. Thursday, February 19, 2009, 4:25 AM
Suspension of consciousness come dose off, we'll drift into nothingness of this world. Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 1:58 AM
I mourn for the person I once knew and once love, is dead.  non-perfect, flesh, inked, error, me. Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 3:52 PM
 Love me if you dare. Monday, February 16, 2009, 10:53 AM
revolution my friend, revolution. Jesus, boy am i up early. Hello world, it's 11am. Yes, for the first time I'm actually up before nooon. Today's the day of revolution. Are you ready? p.s, I'm off to work too. Off to do some soul-searching, peace out xxox Sunday, February 15, 2009, 4:28 PM
 we hold great memories of last night. Friday, February 13, 2009, 1:38 AM
Blonde strands, smoke veil " The experience of separateness arouses anxiety; it is, indeed, the source of anxiety. Being separate means being cut off without any capacity to use my human powers... it means that the world may invade me without my ability to react." - Erich Fromm Thursday, February 12, 2009, 8:36 PM
So my adrenaline flew away  So as we all know, the big VAL-ENTINE'S day is approaching. If you have been living away from the world, just to let you know today is, it is thursday, 12 feb 2009. ( yes, to those out there you've got 2 more days to get your lover something. ) Little bit of history, unfortunately i used to be the infinite fool who was once completely in love with Valentine's day. Roses are red, violets are blue crap. Hearts, kisses, chocolates, bla bla bla. I was and still am a hopeless-romantic, however maybe I just lost that side of me. So to told who are happily going to spend it with a love one, good luck! Zara is going to be valentine-less and up to mischief. ( probably make fun of all the lovers in town, jk.) , 5:47 PM
Womanizer on the patrol     Superstar, where you from? How's it going? I know you got a clue what you're doing You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are, baby Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 2:50 AM
Wanna be active and voice out your opinion? Please go to , 1:56 AM
I'm sure most of you seen this, if not CLICK THIS. I can't help it i'm truly sorry but this is really hilarious. Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 2:05 AM
I know this is random, but boys who love cars this is for you.  Let's star in Transporter together. I'll be your passenger and you'll be behind the wheels. xxox. , 1:42 AM
she said " Fine? You know what "fine" stands for, don't you? " he replid " Unfortnately, yeah. Freaked out... Insecure... Neurotic... And Emotional. GOT MY CAMERA BACK BABY! Sunday, February 8, 2009, 6:47 PM
Style of Marie Antoinette in modern beat       Rumor, scandal, fame and a revolution. , 6:43 AM
Oh no, I've officially joined the poker world. What have you done to be guys. Saturday, February 7, 2009, 10:49 AM
Let's look like this today  I can't believe I'm awake at this time in the morning. I actually woke up before 1pm, cool. It was a friday night, and I went to bed at 2. It is a saturday now, and I don't know what to do. I've got a plan, but. Friday, February 6, 2009, 11:40 PM
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I miss my camera Due to the missing camera, my post-dramatic syndrome is going to tattootheskies and let my fingers run wild. Since without a camera, I've decided to describe to you a little bit about how and why tattootheskies got its name and why it even originate. Tattootheskies the name itself obviously isn't a name on it's own. (duh) I've always looked upon writing as a form or art. For a random example, handwriting. Everybody's handwriting is different from one another, it could be fat, thin, cursive, straight or just simple unreadable. In this world, you have people who write and people who talk. If you're lucky, you get to be both. If you're not, don't count your misfortunes but use what you have to the fullest advantages. I was known to be a chatter-box since I was a kid, and I was crazy for notebooks. I still can remember constantly popping by bookshops to just get a new notebook to scribble on my junvenile rubbish. Rubbish in any form such as pictures or anything that had crossed my mind. But I always loved and dare to use the word forever will love tattoos. I may not be the obsessive kinds that gets one every month till I fill up my whole body. Neither am I someone who puts on a tattoo on my body for show to 'fit into a crowd'. I'm also not those who purposely stay up and wait for Miami ink at 11pm on the travel and living channel everyday. I love tattoos in my own way, in my own perspectives, my own liking, my own feelings. Tattoos to me are art, and I would join any tattoo group to say " hey people, you need to look at it as a form of expression. " any day. Next, Galaxies, universes etc etc. Let you ask you now, what do these 2 words have in common with Skies? ( c'mon think harder) Give up? Nah, don't worry about it I was going to tell you anyways. So what do they have in common? The analogy of Space. Galaxies, universes are places we humans have given these "Spaces" a name. Other than that, it is a place when it is just an area of abundance. The best part, you can do so much with it. You can make believe, you can stare at it for hours and gradually fall asleep. By the time you awake up, it is still there. So tattoo the skies? My definition of filling this space with what crosses my mind at any place at any time and now into yours. xxox. , 7:42 PM
Shoot me darling, because tonight I'm not worth living. Shoot me darling, because tonight my heart's not beating. Shoot me darling, because I don't want to be here anymore. , 5:11 PM
closed eyes, sored out, off the normality  old be gone. Thursday, February 5, 2009, 1:37 PM
How about I left my camera behind ya'll! What a joke, seriously. I was ready to upload everything and show you where I went to! How about the Night Safari, East Coast and too much caffeine. We sat under the star-less sky and listened to flight-less bird, american mouth and bizarre love triangle over and over again. Mac-muffin Mac-muffin Mac-muffin Mac-muffin Mac-muffin Mac-muffin Mac-muffin. You got to love the sausage mac-muffin, if you don't you're missing out! Barely had 5 hours of sleep and woke up extremely groggy. Yesterday's night outing..... How about Tyler, Jen, Cass, Sean, Mr. H and I were buzzing yo. Jason Mraz, please think about me. Wednesday, February 4, 2009, 4:37 PM
So what's it going to be baby  Just watched 21. If you haven't watch it, please do. You'll then understand when I say this, " it's not about gambling, it's about counting. " But then again I tried learning but I doubt I could ever be a genius and remember +1 or -0 or even plain 0. I play by luck, if you lose you lose. " You think logically, you don't give into your emotions. " I guess there are people are there whose will power are technically that strong to push their emotions aside. So let me ask you then, are you the go-with-your-emotions type of person, or plain logically type of person? My emotions always wins. Last night involved, insect repellent and the place mandai. Hmmmmmm? , 9:26 AM
Yesterday night was one of the best nights of my life. haha, you want to know about it? yes? p.s, I'm itching all over. Tuesday, February 3, 2009, 4:46 AM
Did you get my message, the one I left While I was trying to condense everything That I meant in a minute or less when I called to confess And make all of my stresses go bye-bye Did you get my message, you did not guess 'cuz if you did you would have called me with your sweet intent And we could give it a rest'stead of beating my breast Making all of the pressure go sky-high Do you ever wonder what happens to the words that we send Do they bend, do they break from the flight that they take And come back together again with a whole new meaning In a brand new sense, completely unrelated to the one I sent Did you get my message, oooh oooh ooooh Did you get my message, oooh oooh ooooh Did you get my message, yeah, oooh oooh ooooh hooo Uh oh, where did it go, must have bypassed your phone And fallen right outta the window 0oh well, how can I tell? Shoulda called the operator maybe she know the info But whether or not my message you got was too much or a lot to reply Why not try this for a fact Should you ever come back I'd relax and feel relieved Before my panic attack Extremely exhausted, had amazing red wine. Mosquitoes devoured on us like we were fresh meat, it was terrible. Been a long time since I had so much to eat for supper, oh no. Yes, you know what 0h, no is. Oh, no. Monday, February 2, 2009, 7:43 PM
TECKTONIKJust watching this every time reminds me of mia shaking her ass to this song. p.s, plus the main guy reminds me of an old friend. LOLS , 12:26 PM
I love sex in the city. The wonders of what society is becoming, the X and Y, and Samantha. Oh samantha, you naughty girl. "If men can do it, well so can women." Sunday, February 1, 2009, 9:44 PM
we steal, we dance, we drink more beer.  Funny how last night turned out. When you don't expect anything, anything can happen. From meeting friends, to meeting family for thai dinner, meeting more friends, taking shots, leaving my leather jacket behind, beers, more beers, and more beers. Pretty randomly fun, though we had no plans whatsoever. We just went with the flow, and so did the beers. Did I mention beers already? yes, beers. Coming down with a flu now, isn't the best timing. There's so much to do, so little time. will you catch time with me? , 3:07 PM
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